HAPPY NEW YEAR : Resolutions VS Goals

I know I'm beyond late but as far as I'm concerned, I'm allowed to say Happy New Year until February 1st.

For years on end, I've come up with countless resolutions to bring in the new year but 2018 just did something to me. It's like it opened the door to almost every weakness I never knew I had and threw them at me back to back. I spent more time doing for others than doing for myself. Supporting others more than myself as well. Furthermore, any resolution that I ever made, in life, was something that I never could commit myself to. So I made a vow that 2019 would be the year that I set goals that I will undoubtably achieve.

I was once asked, who was supporting me while I was supporting everyone else, and I couldn't conjure up an honest answer.

That being said, I am dedicating my 2019 to learning as much as I possibly can. Indulging in self care and love. Experiencing all of the things that bring me happiness and doing away with all of the things that don't. Learning who I am and figuring out where I'm headed. Developing a style that is organically me. Being more upfront about what I will and will not allow people to bring into my life. I'm digging into my insecurities and tearing them down one by one.

I will walk in positive light and love and calmness more than anything else. My main goal is to remove all of the negative vibes that I have for so long allowed to interfere with the things that I want and need.

2019, is for me.